Just in Time.

This blog is being written and renewed I suppose. I guess a lot of you know that I've been writing for a while, so is not suprising.

I wanted to create something new because I want to leave things behind. And I've been thinking about wonderfully new, mindblowing things lately and needed some place to put them.

Wheaton College is changing things.

What I mean is, Wheaton is changing things for me, and forcing me to re-think a whole lot that has been sitting in my head forever.

It is time to let things loose. To let myself breathe and take in.

hear that part?

take in.

Fufillment needs to happen.

Fulfillment within me. Where all these empty, cavernous spaces.. that hold dust and cobwebs.. they're getting old and frankly, tiresome.

I would love to see things grow.


I'm more facinated by nature at the moment. Which sounds weird and like I'm trying to be a poet from the romantic era or something fancy. But really.

I'm holding, clinging desperately to whatever I can grasp of him. This God of the universe who apparently cares about me.

And he does, I know he does. But I'm still learning how to talk to him, and how to serve him.



And I want to include my loved ones in this.


Ones that already love Him I want to get wisdom frome, and share with them,

and ones that are far away



I hope they see him soon.






I don't know if this is a good precedent for the rest of the writing that will be on here, and I also don't know if any of this was interesting to you.

But just in case you're a person who loves,
just in case you're a soul who's searching
just in case you don't what what the heck you're doing but you're gonna keep trying...


sweet. we're in the same boat.


i love you, a lot. and your story is important. i hope you share yours too, as i'm sharing mine with this.




more next time,
and hopefully,
just a little more insight.